YouTube Struggles, and Life Secrets- It’s Coming to an End- Journal Entry 7 (04/14/2020)
As I was saying on Instagram. My life on YouTube, as many of you may have heard me say periodically on some of my videos is way darker than you know. You see, I initially started YouTube in 2007, two years after YouTube was founded. I was doing pretty good, and yes, I was talking about the Illuminati and the elite, and so on. In the first video, I made it to 300k views within 24 hours. Now notate, I didn’t know YouTube was monetizing. When I started releasing more videos, and they too were doing great and hitting the 3-digit K mark, quickly.
I was later offered monetization, not sure how long after the first video. However, at the time, I wasn’t sure how the whole monetization and making money from YouTube worked. So, I didn’t proceed with the making money process from YouTube, until years later. I still have subscribers subscribed to me since then. They all knew my name was Kisha. Sometime later, I decided to see what YouTube career life was and decided to give it a try, of course, doing what I do—talking about the elite, conspiracy theories, and so on. Got thousands of subscribers immediately, and still not getting paid, because I had a job and didn’t know anything about that yet and wasn’t in a rush to learn. It wasn’t until 2012, whereas I decided to see about making money. And I made some money, $100-$200 some months. I wasn’t posting that often, and I didn’t know that you can make much money from YouTube. Then in 2015, after being shut down three times now. I decided to put some effort into making money on YouTube, I even cut back at work, and was slowly proceeding to do YouTube full-time. My paycheck was in the thousand marks of approximately $1200-$1500, and I only had about 30,000-40,000 subscribers. Note, I was only dropping 2-3 videos weekly if that, as I was getting my groove and was making money from YouTube. I did quit my job for a moment, and I did YouTube full-time. It was now late 2016, and my paychecks were between $2,000-$3000..
I was also giving tips too many upcoming YouTubers during this journey, such as Unwinetashak and many others. I even endorse them on one of my videos. My loyal subscribers subscribed to them, and they went on to success, and I suddenly started getting strikes. I got shut down yet again a fourth time, between 2016-2017. Each time was starting over with more subscribers than the last.
Meanwhile, frustrated and ready to give up on YouTube. I asked for my old job back, and thankfully they gave it back to me. This time I didn’t quit, I continued to stay on board despite the beginning success after starting over again the fourth time. In late 2017-and late 2018, I was bringing home regularly $3,000-$5,000 monthly with my full-time job. We got a new car, and our credit was looking great. We were on our way to buying our first house together. I was happy for the first time from YouTube. I was at 100,000 subscribers at this point and was growing. The biggest paycheck I ever got from YouTube was for $9800, which was in December of 2018. I showed my husband, and I was cheering with glee with tears in my eyes,
“I FINALLY MADE IT.”
Then by January of 2019, something happened, and my check was nearly cut in half, despite my subscribers growing and close to 200,000. However, I started seeing my views declining, and sometimes at a standstill. My revenue began to descend as the month’s progress.
Then in June or July of 2019 my channel got demonetize. It took me months to get it back up.
Meanwhile, at home, bills got past due, lost the loan for the house, credit cards, bills, etc., started going into the collection, and still is. But oddly, as I am declining in views, to the point of non-existence, others whom I know, and was close too. Either disappeared or had a quick come up. So, then I decided to do some research on YouTube guidelines, and I come to learn that YouTube has the power to freeze your views and delete or stall/block your subscribers, which means that my videos could still be hitting the 3-digit K mark and making lots of money. Here’s the breakdown…
100k-200k views – $2,000-$3,000+
300-400k views $4,000-$5,000+
Then so on from there. Thus, if I was dropping about 4-5 videos a week and they all were hitting the 100k mark, I should be making about $8,000-$12,000 a week, and multiply that by 4, that’s about $48,000 a month. But guess what, since the demonetization, and a little time before. I’m lucky to make $3,000 a month. Oh, I’m not done yet. Some of my paychecks are so small, and oddly sometimes the same amount down to the cents 2-3 times in a row. I know physically impossible.
Meaning someone or some people, probably from YouTube or others, have hacked into my YouTube channel and froze my views and is banking on the actual amount that I should be getting. It’s like they put me on a salary, and they’re getting greedier because now, I’m lucky to hit $2,000 a month. Oh, don’t let one of my videos go viral too quickly they flag the video. So, it can stop showing up in people feeds. Despite me talking about the same subjects as many others. They get a pass, I get flagged.
Meaning whoever, or whatever is doing this, it’s personal, not business. Meaning pretty soon, I may have to quit YouTube, and shut my channel down. I refused to keep running in place and continue to make others rich. Now, I’m not sure if other YouTubers are having the same problems that I have been having. If they are, please text me at 424-282-9306, and we can form an alliance and have this investigated. Because someone at YouTube or a hacker is stealing YouTubers money, and they need to be stopped.
Or email at; firstname.lastname@example.org