Hello truth seekers, I felt that I needed to voice some things. I just released a video about the root of Aliens, and so on. It took me almost a week to complete that video because I felt that my hard work would’ve been wasted, still feel that way. Especially after running across a video, I did about Kim and Kanye and then seeing someone saying/doing the same video and got millions of views. I was so blown away and think this channel is recent.
Then suddenly, it clicked, and I realized my spiritual growth, and all of the information that has been downloaded and given to me in droves has caused me to question everything. People I thought were evil, weren’t, and 95% of everything we’ve learned wasn’t accurate. As a child, I always felt I had an aspect or goal in life. So, with that feeling, I was always the black sheep or cast out within my family.
I couldn’t wait to escape that web and feeling like I was surrounded by sheep or people who didn’t understand me. I used to sit at a table with my mother and uncle and endured hours of them belittling me. But what’s weird is, is that I was calm throughout it all. I just sat there and let them call every name in the book.
So, when my husband came along, he offered some peace and an escape from my screwed-up life. I latched onto it and didn’t let go. My husband didn’t know my past, and he saw me for me. Finally, I was able to be myself. For example, I love to read, learn, I love to help people, I love to sing, dance, art, history, directing, writing, etc. But, I couldn’t express that around my family. I was fake around them. They always thought I was weird or a fraud. It’s been years since I’ve sat down with any of them, aside from funerals, etc. I haven’t hung out with my sisters in years. I mean, we text or maybe even speak via phone. None of my family doesn’t knows who I AM NOW!
I talk differently,
I walk differently
I dress differently
I see differently
However, because I try to teach the masses everything I know. I’ve gotten more threats, and it causes me to go to extreme measures to protect my family and myself. Some may see it as fraud or trying to be someone I’m not. But, I see it as me doing anything to make sure the people I love are safe. They shouldn’t suffer because of me. I hope one day they understand that.
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It hurt me to see and read people’s comments of them calling me a liar, or I’m misguiding the masses. I express to my husband my feelings after I read them. I said, I don’t feel angry or the need to retract. I feel sad for them because they don’t know. They’re so brainwashed, and they think I’m racist and evil when I am only speaking the truth.
I mean, over the past 4 or 5 years or more. I got a rude awakening to the truth and deep root of racism. Once I learned that, everything that didn’t make sense started to make sense. After years of praying, but it took one day to pray; differently. Whereas FINALLY, I got my answers, and I felt enlightened. However, lately, I have been feeling the urge to travel. I need to! I don’t know why. I need to. But I can’t afford it!