CLOSE SEXUAL ENCOUNTER IN ELEVATOR with BOSS. ALL COMES SPILLING OUT!! JOURNAL ENTRY (11) (07/23/2020)

I know it’s been a little over a week since my last post. I’ve been swamped and in pain.

You see, I had a painful, stiff neck for a few days. I couldn’t move my neck in any direction, it felt like I had a stick hooked to my neck, shoulders and upper back. My husband had to massage it nightly and stay in our room with me, to help me. I couldn’t eat properly. I had to stay in bed/our bedroom to rest and lay down.

It was at that very moment I realize how much he was worried about me. He was so attentive, lol. I stayed strong for him (well for a second). But I’d eventually broke down in tears saying,

“I’m trying to be strong because I see how this is worrying you. But I am tired of being in pain, and I hate being handicap. I hate being in this f*cking room, and in this bed! We need a new mattress!”

He looked at me with worried eyes, and said,